What makes love a love : a personal opinion about love

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Well, hi. Kind of really long, since the last time I wrote. I've been through so many activities hahah, passed a lot of mental breakdown, betrayal, sadness, happy, and eventually I have a little spare time to be back writing Hahaha. So let's jump in.

I've ever loved someone so dearly, but at the same time I've betrayed. Without even knowing why, and yet it still unconfirmed till now. A really big mystery, on why certain people do in daily basis. Cheating.

Do they feel like its a pride? Do they feel like its such a happy thing to do behind? Do they think that it is a correct thing to do? 

What makes it even worse, is when they say some eternal love bullshit, on how they could be the unluckiest person in the world if we breakup. LOL

I was so naive, by thinking that it is because certain reason subjectively about me. But, no. 

The only reason why it happens, is because the problem is basically on them. Cheating, happens clearly, mindfully, and purposefully. So guess what? 

But, currently. I think the most important thing is, the definition of love itself. In my opinion, love is when you able to do, give, and tell some little thing, without expecting anything in return. That is the definition, of how pure that love is.

I became more calm, and peace. When I finally able to comprehend the definition of love itself. I become more aware of something. I become more focus on myself, I stop overthinking. Because all that matter for me is how much love I give to to others

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