Things I didn't say enough in our relationship

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Thank you for staying with me, even when it would've been easier to leave.

I know I always don't show it enough, but I appreciate everything you do.

Thank you for sitting in silence with me even when I didn't want to talk.

I am sorry for the days I made you feel unseen and unappreciated.

I know it hard, but thanks for accepting my less.

I am proud of everything you've achieved.

I am proud of us for not giving up.


-n



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  1. ranu mau beli nintendoApril 12, 2026 at 6:44 PM

    love u always bby 🫶

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