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Maybe in another life, I finally have a heart to say this:

There’s something I need to say with honesty, and I hope you read this with an open heart.

I’ve told you many times that when I’m sad, I don’t need solutions or jokes. I need presence. I need you to stay, to sit with me, even when it’s uncomfortable, even when I’m not ready to talk yet. I needed you to hold space for me — not with distance, but with patience and emotional safety.

But what I kept getting was avoidance. You disappeared when I needed you most. You escaped instead of staying. And every time that happened, it made me feel like I wasn’t worth holding through sadness.

This isn’t about who’s right or wrong. It’s about what I need in a partner — someone who can stay through the hard feelings, someone who won’t leave me alone when I’m already low.

I love you. I probably always will in some way.

But I can’t keep asking for the same thing over and over, only to be met with silence or detachment.

I need peace.

I need consistency.

I need emotional safety.

And I don’t feel that here anymore.

You are not a bad person.

But the way you show love and the way I need to be loved don’t match in a way that gives me peace.

I’m choosing to let go now.

Not because I don’t love you, but because I need to love myself too.

Thank you for the beautiful moments we shared.

I wish you the best, always.

Goodbye.