Go now

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I wish I have the heart to say 

"There’s something going on with my mom. It’s hard. I’m not ready to talk about all the details yet, but I just need you to stay close to me right now, okay?"

But I don't want to take your joy as a price of my sadness. You need to go on, go forward, do not see behind.

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