Multiverse
Maybe in another life, I finally have a heart to say this: There’s something I need to say with honesty, and I hope you read this with an open heart. I’ve told you many times that when I’m sad, I don’t need solutions or jokes. I need presence. I need you to stay, to sit with me, even when it’s uncomfortable, even when I’m not ready to talk yet. I needed you to hold space for me — not with distance, but with patience and emotional safety. But what I kept getting was avoidance. You disappeared when I needed you most. You escaped instead of staying. And every time that happened, it made me feel like I wasn’t worth holding through sadness. This isn’t about who’s right or wrong. It’s about what I need in a partner — someone who can stay through the hard feelings, someone who won’t leave me alone when I’m already low. I love you. I probably always will in some way. But I can’t keep asking for the same thing over and over, only to be met with silence or detachment. I need peace. I need consis...
