oh to see your smiling eyes
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my mind in bandung towards the dusk
bandung, february 18, 2025 it's just different with you, different in a best way possible. you make me feel safe and understood, you respect me for who i am and the person i would become. darling, the best thing about this life is that i met you. and i will never forget the day when we met for the first time and i was completely unaware that you will mean so much to me, simply, you are the one i prayed for. you probably are sleeping or lying in bed while reading this. but i do hope this little letter brings butterfly in you. as happy as when you take my hand and hold it tight, or when you willing to be kissed by me. the same feeling when you let me hug you from behind or when both of our eyes meet. as time goes by, we become more aware of our feelings, understanding, and respecting, those are the things we need. this city, i don't know where to start and i don't know where to romanticize, but it's you that makes this city will be forever attached within me. but here is ...
you
One of my favorite thing about you is your smell you smell like earth flower human a little more like home for a soul like me
Very long poem
To know that I miss you so much when you leave; I miss you in every inch of this city, when I'm alone and lonely, or when I'm with my company, yet you nowhere to be seen. There's plenty of things I'd love you to see, in every part of the roads, sky, or trees; Upon the night sky where stars are shining, when I used to tell you to count with me. I picked my pen and write— of the moon will always remind me of you. I talk to you over and over, even you can't hear me, for me, nothing has changed; In every books, food stall, post office, classrooms, papers, songs, and movies, everything. I miss calling your name out loud, or driving around with the bikes, strolling around this awful town, ending up with some decent dishes. To hold your hands around the museum, being silly and we laugh aloud, gossipping someone we curse, or perhaps the argue. "Let's go out this weekend, are you vacant?" you may ask me, "Sorry, I have plan with my boyfriend" ...
terulang-ulang
Paling tidak aku tau kemana aku pulang, walau aku tau cepat atau lambat kamu juga akan menghilang. -n