Nabiilah Tjandra

Paling tidak aku tau kemana aku pulang, walau aku tau cepat atau lambat kamu juga akan menghilang. -n

and indeed, there is no end to desire you -n 

I stand here, silent,  in the space we once knew— place where our laughter painted skies so true.   But now, the echoes feel distant, strange,   I am not enough,  though I wish I could be— the anchor in your storm,  the calm of your sea.   words slip away,  caught in a fragile mist  and living only the shadow of what we’ve missed.   "what was it?" lingers in my chest,  I want to tell you,  to beg time to stay,  but my voice falters; it fades away.   Still, I hope, with each quiet breath,   that we’ll outrun this silence,  escape its depth.   That somehow,  the world will grant us grace,   to mend the cracks and find our place.   But for now,  I’m here,  hoping you’ll see,   that even as we drift,  you’re everything to me. p.s. i love you  n